So its exactly 03:10am and I’m sitting in church after a successful vigil rehearsal for the upcoming Christmas carol service. Its my birthday today and I am excited. My mind has been rolling round in thoughts so I decided to clear the dust on my blog and write out my feelings. Quick apology for not posting anything for so long guys, I feel terrible about it. My phone has been in my hands all morning, my family (Hey mummy, Ayo and Keke) have called to wish me happy birthday and shower me with prayers. My friends have started uploading my pictures and texting me Happy birthday. Gt bank was the first to actually send a proper text message wishing me Happy birthday. I feel so special and grateful. Usually on my birthdays, I am always moody or sad because I feel like I haven’t done enough or I’m not where I am meant to be in life, but this time I feel different. I am so excited and I find that its because I am thankful for everything that has happened to me, I’m super thankful for where I am right now in life. I am not pressured about anything but instead, I am excited about where I am going and what the future holds for me. I am thankful for the person I am coming up to be. I have made many mistakes in the past, yes. But I am equally thankful for them as well. I can only wish myself the very best of life, growth, joy, happiness and love.
I can say I am yet to achieve my best. If you think I am doing well in whatever it is I am doing, thank you so much and I love you, but the best is yet to come. Maybe that is why I am excited, because I feel it coming! *in Daft Punk’s voice* It’s funny how my birthday is in December, the last month of the year. It always reminds me of the coming new year and all the opportunities each day of that new year holds, so I don’t always make new year resolutions, I make birthday resolutions. Do I keep them? that’s not your business, lmao. But back to the point tho, I’m ready for it all. I can feel it and I’m going to do everything to make it happen. I’m going to push harder, deeper, better in every way possible to achieve the best. Perfection is hard to achieve but it is possible. So as I sit and type, I feel the resolve in my veins that a new me is chilling, waiting to be called forth to spring into action. And I can’t wait for it to happen. I am thankful for the opportunity of life God has given me, and I am thankful for who I am becoming.